If You want to be new You have to be Ancient!
Do not upset the gods! They tend to react promptly!
Excerpts from my writings:
"If I broke the code then I must be a genius!" Needy people create needy children, husbands and wives, artists and lovers, losers and friends, enemies and families. Self-sufficiency was a good choice for a character to live in the future proposed by us... but, some families think things differently and make others feel and think the same; I wish I should not waonder about what's right or wrong and live the ways know as best for myself."
"Your excuses mean nothing to me just as my reasons meant nothing to you; if you came just to bother me well, know that you can't do that anymore. Not even that!"
In Sanity Pills
You are my sanity Pills,
Insane the power of your dreams all good,
the Brain creating what good hearts are always waiting for.
All the tears I shed, deserved! I had to!
My tears for everything I loved or hated; when will I understand?
If I could never mean something now I will!
"No matter how sorry I'd be for putting you thorugh all this along,
it will not matter.
You made your choices, you are strong and all united for a bigger cause.
It doesn't matter who gets to be that hell girl as long as it is not you!"
"No! I don't want you to be in my shoes! I want you to live the actual thing! That hurt I am! You're lucky to have someone to care for you! Be grateful!"
"The ways you can see You made me feel are the tribute, the flattery and whatever you need to feel glorious!"
At least take her happy-mode down! This way your pride will be even ore awful! It's all fine! Do not bother! You won't be burned and put down for taking the chance to another fellow! "They can handle it, they will make it!"
"How could you agree with such things!? Aren't you a woman! Weren't you a child...? perhaps you were not a mother... I don't want mothers like that on earth! They are toxic in the awful way!!"
"Reality is a story too, my friend - be it ugly or beautiful as heavens or hell; you either live it or you don't. You're part of a story in a book, a screen-play and a film, a piece in a puzzle of the great madness some call love others call the world and many seek for their answers, eternal... creating something a little bit new if not a lot!" "On Hymalaian mountains they ask things from a 'god' that won't listen to them but will listen carefully and learn about who they are. They're not the scientists you are, they are the fighters of those tomorrows that were all left behind. You will be there, don't worry, you will find all the truth... the truth is that someone is dying and that's okay with you. It's been too long, too much for only one to fight. the times you're leaving are those times of a fight for you to dare. Dare be more proud of something that is right; don't be everything, everything will come back to you after you died for them. You are not alone, no one really is. One day, one night, one morning someone will be just there for you to fight for and against everything you are - you'll have to fight for what you want in life, for who and what you love! You'll need to learn something that probably worths more than this whole nothing in return from them for the gift of suffering in vain."