If You want to be new You have to be Ancient!


Do not upset the gods! They tend to react promptly!


"If I broke the code then I must be a genius!"

Needy people create needy children, husbands and wives, artists and lovers, losers and friends, enemies and families. Self-sufficiency was a good choice for a character to live in the future proposed by us... but, some families think things differently and make others feel and think the same; I wish I should not wonder about what's right or wrong and live the ways  know as best for myself. 

In Sanity Pills


You are my sanity Pills, 

Insane the power of your dreams 

all good, 

the Brain creating what good hearts are always waiting for. 

All tears I shed, deserved!

I had to!

My tears for everything I loved or hated;

when will I understand? 

If I could never mean something now I will!


"No  matter how sorry I'd be for putting you thorugh all these tears along, it will not matter. Yo made your choices, you are strong and all united for a bigger cause. It doesn't matter who gets to be that hell girl as long as it is not you!"

"No! I don't want you to be in my shoes! I want you to live the actual thing!

That hurt I am! You're lucky to have someone to care for you! Be grateful!"

"The ways you can see You made me feel are the tribute, the flattery and whatever you need to feel glorious!"

At least take her happy-mode down! This way your pride will be even ore awful! 

It's all fine! Do not bother! You won't be burned and put down for taking the chance to another fellow! 

"They can handle it, they will make it!" 

"How could you agree with such things!? Aren't you a woman! Weren't you a child...? perhaps you were not a mother... I don't want mothers like that on earth! They are toxic in the awful way!!"

"Reality is a story too, my friend - be it ugly or beautiful as heavens or hell; you either live it or you don't. You're part of a story in a book, a screen-play and a film, a piece in a puzzle of the great madness some call love others call the world and many seek for their answers, eternal... creating something a little bit new if not a lot!"

"On Hymalaian mountains they ask things from a 'god' that won't listen to them but will listen carefully and learn about who they are. They're not the scientists you are, they are the fighters of those tomorrows that were all left behind. You will be there, don't worry, you will find all the truth... the truth is that someone is dying and that's okay with you. It's been too long, too much for only one to fight. the times you're leaving are those times of a fight for you to dare. Dare be more proud of something that is right; don't be everything, everything will come back to you after you died for them.

You are not alone, no one really is. One day, one night, one morning someone will be just there for you to fight for and against everything you are - you'll have to fight for what you want in life, for who and what you love! You'll need to learn something that probably worths more than this whole nothing in return from them for the gift of suffering in vain."

'Moons of Amaterasu: Carrying on with the Legacy' by Teodora Oniceanu

"Moons of Amaterasu" is an old idea of a project I had in mind some years ago, based on an older story of mine that I didn't know how to put on pages, so to speak - it needed some time to get it ready for being baked and now it feels ready to get there, in the oven and make a proper growth and a golden crust.

So, as I started working on it the way I imagined it - both through images and through words (having musical waves happening there, in the very heart of it - just like every artist, we're addicted to music and love) - being ready now to offer you a few details about this project. 

As a surprise given to my readers and followers I decided to show a little part of this project containing seven traditional art items: I'm talking about 7 illustrations/paintings, works with a support paper of 59x42 cm and 70x50 cm framed to the size of 72,5x52,5 cm. 



Here's a little excerpt from the book that I hope to get all in shape and publish soon: 

"As the blues of the night were turning lighter and lighter with each hour approaching sunrise her magic self changed for the occasion of watching over this child for a second time, this time not knowing that the child was awake and able to see. She spoke through movements of light and spread her sparkling warmth through spears of sunlight: 'I wish I could see you one more time up there, with the stars!' But the child wasn't ready; the child was afraid of those stars. 'They burn' the child sleep-spoke as if sharing an idea from the memory of a dreamscape. The child is awake.[...] 'I feel so tired', then spelled a chiming voice fainting the last words into the comfort of a giant pillow-moss crusting its ladder for them to have a winterish fun by the time they awake from their resting-time visions. 'Good-bye, sweet child' the goddess spoke. 'I'll see you when time comes for you to be ready.'[...]"

Because this project means a lot to me I am going to reveal to you a few video-presentations that are charged with some emotional content.

Below you will see my first video presentation of the project coming back with some more on a special page dedicated to my videos on this project. 

Presenting a series inspired from an old traditionally-painted ikon of Virgin Mary I saw when I was little a child and impressed with a lot of stories, images and words that sometimes hurt - this image was offering me some comfort in a special way carrying me to realms of imagination where I was hoping to find some sensorial answers to my more or less spiritual captions.



First video show-off for my Project entitled "Moons of Amaterasu".
(in the back, the blue-artwork you see speaks as it shows, heavy and light, all at the same time, being named "Carrying on with the Legacy")

Guardians of Amaterasu

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